Kaylee is now officially 4 months old! So now we have a 4 month old and a 4 year old. Ethan has been in Pre School now for a few weeks and although he still in very anxious when I leave he is excited to go and upset when it's time to go home. Last week he told me he could not go because he was sick I asked him what was wrong he said his throat hurt and his hands were tired.. I let him stay home and turns out he was sick as was I and Kaylee. Ethan is proving to be such a good big brother he loves to hold Kaylee and I often catch him when he thinks no one is looking talking quietly to her or singing to her. Yesterday Ethan and I took Kaylee to her 4 month check up and he made sure the Dr. heard his prognosis for her being there "Kaylee has allergies" I don't know why he insists on this but according to him that is why she was there and also why she needed shots. Kaylee is keeping me VERY busy. She likes a lot of attention for sure and I am trying hard to sway her from her demanding ways. Last night I think I got up with her 5 times and then we were up at 5am.. yay for the working mom! I definatly miss Chris and all of his help but I know we will push through this hard time and come out better and in Arizona! Also this past couple of weeks Kaylee has finally started to roll over! I never know how I will find her in her crib what direction or location of the crib shes a mover for sure. As for Chris and I the distance apart isn't easy but like I said we are making it work. Thank you to my mom and dad for all the help they give me with the kids. And Peewee and Lisa for taking care of my Chris. Chris's new job is going okay, it's definatly not his ideal job and the pace of it makes him nervous so I am trying to constantly remind him that stress is bad but that is hard 8 hours away. But I'll say it again, sometimes we make sacrifices knowing the end result will be worth it!